It's at least twice now. I'm murdered in my dreams, more accurately a nightmare. And no, I didn't wake up in shock, shouting or in perspiration. But I did wake up troubled and not have a good rest for the rest of the night.
The scary part is not being murdered, but the aftermath. I was till there at the scene, as a third person, analysing how the murder could have taken place. It's my subconscious that's scary, to always take a step back and look at events and things from (hopefully) a different angle. This happens even in my dreams, and this is a nightmare that I'm referring to.
I don't think I should have posted this. It is disturbing, very disturbing, to me. But in hope of having putting this down in words, at least the nightmare will not recur.
PS. Having the Pathetique playing in the background just adds to the disturbance :(
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